Monday, January 19, 2009

yay yay yay !! 26 26 26 ;p its coming ! wuhuuuu ! anyway hey , sorry for not posting any entries but i will be soon . im currently busy with school and stuff ='( so yeahh catch ya later

Thursday, January 15, 2009

Surprised !

hey guys ! its me again :p okay , like seriously i never expected my dad would return home today . He didnt even mention hes coming back . I was so suprised when i saw him infront of me . i was like "baba! baba!" (thats what i call my dad . funny? well fcuk off) . as soon as i saw him i started crying and i didnt really know what to say . i was speechless . VERY speechless . do you guys know how it feels to miss someone (especially your father) for almost 7 months ? and you were'nt able to see him ? and feels like theres a part of you missing ? but thats just for sementara . while my dad was away , i get to understand how it feels like not having a father . i get to understand how much im supposed to appriciate my dad's presence . and now , im so happy . so so happy and i feel like theres not 1 more part of me thats missing , im fullfilled with joy =)

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

'What if...' is a killer !

Do you guys sometimes notice that the-what-if thingy happens in relationships ? or maybe it runs in your blood ? :p well listen fools , Straylight Run once quoted "So if you made it , just be glad that you did and stay there . If you ever feel loved or needed , just remember that you're one of the lucky ones".

so have you ever wondered whether your significant other is the one with whom you should be? Have you wondered whether there might be someone better? mesti korg pnh pnye ah ! ;p and do you ever ask yourself "What if..." ?

Stop it ! no matter who your beloved is , I can guarantee that he or she is not perfect . There's always someone cuter , sexier , smarter , funnier , richer , and byk lagi aa en , There's always a next best thing to chase , so that cycle never ends , and it leaves a lot of people bitter and alone .

so if it's not broken, don't fix it weh . If your relationship is broken , tu a different story entirely la kan . haha . But if you're with someone , and you can sincerely say , " I can't imagine loving anyone more , " dont test that theory ! DONT settle into an unhealthy relationship . if what you have is good , be happy . And the search is over , so stop looking .

tp if you have the bad habit of keep on searching for a better guy or girl , trust me , you'll regret , because you only get that one chance in your life to really be with someone you truely love . once you leave em just to be with someone you like or just to chase their $(you're genuinely stupd . you're just greedy) , they will never ever EVER come back to you . (sbb die dah tawu perangai kaw cmne aa nyah:p ) and when u miss them you later realise that you're the cause of the whole thing . and then AGAIN wished that you could be with em-again . but they are goneee . and they wont come back . so in the end it ends up with you flooding your room blaming yourself that you were'nt good enough for him and how stupid you were to start the entire thing . soooooo , appriciate what you have . and stop asking yourself those "what if....." . stop berangan with "what if...........aku cpl ngn allif aziz ? mesti kaya kan ? . eventho mmg kaw tawu kaw xkan penah dpt nya ahh ;D tp instead of that jgn la jd cm gile ngaku kaw awek allif aziz . tu lg aa kesian doe . eh anyway !!! off-topic lak . soo be aware , "what if.."IS a killer , kawan !

Monday, January 12, 2009

Random start

Like wth ? first entry ;p anyway , this is an easy start of making money kutt . ok , lets start with school . 2009 ? humm at this moment of course im hating it and wished id finished school already . but as i gave it a second thought , yeahh its kinda aite i guess . i enjoy going to school and get to spend every second of this year being with my friends . im sure i'll miss school once i start to go to college . but , i wont miss the studying part thats for sure . haha . thinking that it'll be my last year , i think i'll enjoy on whatever comes so lets just make it easy with no stupid problems anymore . and uhhh yeahh im so excited ! 1st anniversary is just around the corner . LOL . its on the 26th and its not 1 month . but 1 year i'll say =) anyway , i'll catch up with this blog thingy later . need to go and bath . hehe